Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Touched by Feet

About a month ago, I started working very part time at a local running store. As if I didn't have enough on my plate already (caring for our two young girls, editing a local sports magazine, co-authoring a book, teaching group cycling classes, personal training, volunteering at my church and running), I decided to use the free time afforded by preschool punching the time clock at my favorite local running store, TC Running Company.

I haven't worked retail in close to 15 years, but the idea of hanging out with other runners and spreading good running karma really appealed to me. And of course it's nice to get a great discount on gear (although I've yet to make any purchases!). Not in a million years did I think it would be challenging or life changing in any way. Until today.

You see, it's not uncommon for me to see butts (and I'm talking butt-holes here, not just cute pudgy buns) in my line of work as a mom, to wipe those butts and noses and change poopie diapers. I check to see if clothes are dirty or not with the smell test (NOT a good idea with undies, mind you!) and oftentimes forgo a shower so that my kids can get here and there on time. Yep, I do a lot of stuff I wouldn't have imagined doing in my younger years, but I don't think twice about it. And I certainly don't think of it as service. 

Today I came to realize I need to adjust my thinking a bit. An older woman came into the store looking for a pair of shoes to walk in. She'd been walking in shoes with no support and was suffering the consequences. I watched her walk, looked at her shoes and brought out a few pairs for her to try on. Having recently turned 81, she typically uses a shoe horn to help get her shoes on and off.  Since I couldn't find one (I didn't look very hard), I sat down on the floor to help her put on and take off several pairs of shoes. I usually shy away from touching other people's feet, but there was something wonderful about helping her try on shoes. Holding her feet and tying her shoes was truly a religious experience for me. I gently tightened the laces and adjusted the tongue on each pair and I felt like for the first time in a long time I was truly serving another person. I genuinely cared about this woman, she could have been my mom. I wanted to make sure she found a shoe that fit.  Perfectly. 

When she left the store I realized that we have opportunities to be extra kind and extra gentle every day. We just have to look for them. And this applies, perhaps most importantly, to how we treat our kids. We can wipe poop off butt cheeks gently and with humility. We can clean faces, comb hair and brush teeth the same. 

Tomorrow morning, when the whining starts (and I know it will!), I will struggle to remember this...  Remind me if you see me!

6 comments:

  1. Fabulous post! And something I really need to work on. Esp. since I just put my kids to bed with anything BUT humility and kindness... sigh.

    Thanks for your comment on my post - I'm guessing that you must be Kara's co-author? I am SO excited for your book!! It is great to finally "meet" you! I didn't realize that you had a a blog as well. I will certainly be a regular now:)

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  2. lovelovelove.
    we do have opportunities to, as I try and frame it when Im feeling less than kind :), DO UNTO OTHERS.

    for me, when Im not in the mood it's 100% that which gets me to step up to the plate kindness-wise.

    it's pretty much that simple huh?

    MizFit

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  3. Well this certainly applies to me. We've had a rough week (living life without a home has made us all a little stressed out and short on coping mechanisms--this of course, gave me greater perspective for folks who truly ARE homeless...) Anyway, sometimes you have to start fresh with each new day, sometimes you have to reset your "humility/caring" meter every hour. What I noticed yesterday is that kids don't hold a grudge when you're cranky with them. So that's a lesson I need to take into marriage:-)

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  4. Excellent. Something echoing Maundy Thursday and Jesus washing the disciples feet. And the woman who washed Jesus' feet with her tears and dried them with her hair. Feet are the lowest of the blue collar parts of our bodies. They work hard and are not glamorous. Many people have an outright aversion to them. Yet we can give an entire body a massage through them. Is there something archetypal in your experience? Seems like a perfect story for the Joseph week in "Missing God."

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  5. Excellent. Something echoing Maundy Thursday and Jesus washing the disciples feet. And the woman who washed Jesus' feet with her tears and dried them with her hair. Feet are the lowest of the blue collar parts of our bodies. They work hard and are not glamorous. Many people have an outright aversion to them. Yet we can give an entire body a massage through them. Is there something archetypal in your experience? Seems like a perfect story for the Joseph week in "Missing God."

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  6. Good for you - great lesson learned....you're a very sweet, caring person!

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